This video made me cry...
A performance of Hankyung singing Bei Pan.

I wonder how is Hankyung now.
Recently so many Suju performances, but all without him.
Felt so empty, so different.
Hankyung suppose to be at the front at the SORRY SORRY part. :(

T-T

♥Kayy

today is special, no jinwoon.
But Kibum and Alexander! :)
Cause yesterday was kibum birthday! :)
Happy belated birthday!

YEAR 2009 is going to be over!
1 more day to 2010.
I going to summarize 2009 today cause, i will probably be busy tmr.

Year 2009 was quite a good year for me,
and is a fast year.
Earlier this year,
I got my Olevels results which I did badly but still able to pass to go Poly.
I got into Republic Polytechnic and know AWESOME people who change me alot.

I got into E36P for my first sem!
E36P is <3 They are the most AWESOME people I knew from RP.
I think remember how I got to know them clearly.
Niamniam and Eeling was from my first team in RP.
It was math that day. And I hate math.
And niamniam was my 1st friend in RP, because of this tools call MSN. ^^
I remember we were gossiping about our classmate. :P
For Eeling, I thought she was amazing lah. hahahas!
She is very hardworking and I dont like hardworking people,
but for some reason, I still think she is amazing!!
She is very nice and caring! <3
Daniel leh! He is the Mr. softhearted. :P
If I never forget wrongly, I talked to him because of Sexy Diamond.
It was on his msn nick luh.
And I told him when I just knew him,
He can be good friend with Jason. AND IT BECAME TRUE! :D
And why I say he is soft-hearted leh.
Because he is too niceeeee.
He always jokes around, but I know he dont mean it. ^^
Daniel is a good guy even he looks like bad boy.

I am so glad that I get know them ♥
And I miss those times I get to go lunch with them every single day,
team up with them so, i can slack. :X

Also, in RP, I joined 2 IG.
Club:G and Flim Factory.
The two IG that are totally cannot be put together.
I dont know how I managed too.
I did have moments that I wanna give up on both,
but I realized probably there is a reason why I stayed at both.
I hope both IG would forget the hate, and move on as cingu.
I know I alone wont make a difference, but I dont mind being the middle person.
At least, I can be the partition between both IG and minimise the conflict.

Cause I know both Club:G and FF members are nice people.
Both are like family to me ♥

In Club:G,
to be frank, I dont think I can design well,
the reason why I am doing the design work is
because at the start,I was better in Photoshop than others.
But, now everyone learn Photoshop in their modules already.
So I am just like the others.
There are times I broke down in Club:G because of various reasons like stress.
And I am thankful for people like Edwin, Roxaz,Chris, Ani etc for offering to help.
Even though, i dont really ask them for help at last but I am really touched by their actions, they make me motivated.

In Flim Factory,
I call Huz as my hero, so what do you think?
I am really thankful for him to help me out in my school work and treat me really well. (At least he wont make fun of me like how he make fun of Aina and Ida.)
I dont know how would it be like if he step down.

Enough of RP.
In Year 2009,
I think I got closer to some of my Bowen friends like Sheena, Terrence, Ridzuan, Gabe.

Honestly,
I did not really think that we would go out often together after we graduate from Bowen cause I thought everyone would be busy in doing their own stuff, made new friends and so on.

And Ridzuan and Gabe are like POP OUT from Nowhere. :P
For Terrence and Sheena, they are really my bestie in my sec school.

But Ridzuan is like, even though we are classmate in sec5, but we only got closer this year because we got in RP together and his first sem class is like opposite of mine and we are in the same ig. The funny part is, he joined FF because I wanna join so he joined for fun and he is going to be VP soon!

AND lastly 2009 is a dreadful and confused love year.
I finally got to know that the perfect guy I thought he was for 4 years isnt actually the perfect guy I thought.
RAWR. But it also made me realised there is no use waiting.
So he shifted out of my heart.

But somehow I couldnt find someone who are able to replace him in my heart.
I couldnt find someone who can make me have the same feelings as I have for him.
The feeling that I can only see him, no one but him.

But, nevermind. I dont really care about relationship now.
I just wanna study hard and enjoy my single life. ^^
and I can just go love jinwoon.
Cause at least he wont break my heart.


Jinwoon ♥
I still cant resist to put one gif of him. :P

I am looking forward to 2010!
cause i would have a busy start for 2010. ^^
And my birthday is coming soon.


HAPPY ADVANCE NEW YEAR YO! :)

♥Kayy

Chomp Chomp Jinwoon!♥

Merry Christmas again. ^^
I ate many nice food today.
yum yum!

I am hungry again nowwwww.

Watch many xmas special show today.
I going to glue to the tv tomorrow to watch more. ^^

♥Kayy

Bunny Jinwoon♥

Merry Christmas! :D

Actually I dont really have the mood for Christmas.
But I still have to go my auntie house to celebrate.
Nevermind.
At least I get to eat delicious food cooked by my auntie. ^^

Got to sleep soon.
Cause I have to wake up early.

♥Kayy

Jinwoon♥

Yawn.
Going to sleep soon.


Aww...
2010 seems to be a busy one to start with.
But I am so looking forward to 2010.
I hope I can see Jin-nie in 2010~ :)

♥Kayy

Need someone to cheer me up...
And Jinwoon shall do the job!

<3
jin-nie is totally my type of guy! :)

♥Kayy

Ahhh~ holiday is so niceeeeeeeee.
I like it when I get to sleep and wake up anytime i want. :)

But my sister told me sometime that made me go allkpop.
Hankyung wants to teminate contract with SME?
Oh no~ :'(

Even though, I dont like SME because of the DBSK thing.
But, I dont want Hankyung to leave Super Junior.
Hankyung is my 1st love in Kpop.
He is the one who led me to Kpop...

But thinking for Hankyung.
If DBSK's contract is slave contract to JaeChunSu trio.
What is Hankyung's contract going to be?
How much is Hankyung actually paid?
One word.
WORSE

cause he is a foreigner.
He have to pay the taxes too.
Hais.

But,
Hankyung, Please dont leave SuperJunior!

AND
there are news that Jaybeom might be coming back.(unsure)
I am glad that Jay might be coming back.
He is my favourite after Junsu in 2PM afterall.
Everyone is waiting for the leader.

But I dont feel really happy actually.
Cause of Hankyung.

♥Kayy

Hahahas. I did not blog as I said I would.
And now I am lazy to blog about the interaction with f.t island.
All I can say is they are super nice esp f.t triple! :D
the other two is super nice lah. Just that I am biased.

Anyways, the reason I didnt blog that day was...
I am too tired to do anything that day,
I dragged myself out of bed because I was suppose to be in school that day to celebrate Niamniam birthday. If not, I would just sleep off my morning, skip school and go school in the afternoon for UT. hahahas.
But it is worth it, cause it is for Niamniam. :)
And he is touched. ^^ (Right?Niamniam? )

And thanks to Hongyan for allowing us to celebrate at his hostel.
I miss going to his hostel!
The best place to lepak during breaks, with the best views! :D

Pictures!
HAPPY ADVANCE BIRTHDAY TO NIAMNIAM! (COUNTDOWN:1HOUR!)

BIRTHDAY BOY! :D


Group pictures!

Grp picture with Ben locked out! :D
Yes. We bullied him!
We lock him out at the balcony and pull down all the curtain. hahas.


Me and Birthday boyboy! :D
He will never ever take a proper picture with me! :(

camwhor-ed with my other rp bestie!




EeLing<3


& The one that will not bully me! Daniel! :D

Yah. I spend most of my 2nd break for niam birthday celebration.
I am hardly so free during creative concept day!
Lucky that day work was easy! :P
and I got to present FT Island on my PPT slide!

And took pictures with the creative girls!

ANYWAY!
Jaejin birthday is the same as Niamniam too!
17DEC babies! :D:D
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO NIAMNIAM & JAEJIN!!

♥Kayy

I AM BACKKKKKKKK~ :D

♥Kayy

COUNTDOWN: 2 MORE DAYS!


Minhwan ah~ Noona is waiting for you! :D I am so excited about thursday! Hwan-ie! Hwan-ie! :)I made a bunny doll with my sister for him! I hope he will like it. I am being such a fan girl again. P/S: I realized I always love the drummer.

♥Kayy