Here come my weekly post! HAHAS!
Nothing much really happened this week though.
A safe week. phew.

Have been listening many songs this weeks.
I updated my music folder with new Chinese songs.
Recommendation: Evan Yo new album Loneliness is super good! :D
I think this is the best album Evan had. :)

And also, I watched MAMA (A music award)like finally.
I am very proud of 2PM!! :)
And I miss Jay! :(
They are all so cute when they cried when they won the best artiste of the year! :D
And they are the best boy group too.

And funny thing is Lollipop actually appeared at MAMA.
well, literally.
Cause they were not at Korea, but China instead. -.-
And the voice(xiao jie) and face(wang zi) of lollipop never attend.
So I thought the performances was kinda bad. :(
Like a lost opportunity luh.
They could be famous in Korea like Show Luo.
Somehow lah. hahahas.

But, lollipop is still love.
And Choc7 is super love!
Today(27nov) is a Massive Modi Madness day, everything is about him today. :)
And also DADA's birthday! I miss him.
And I realized Ice's birthday is coming soon. I miss him so so so much!!!
I still remember we were chionging post for him that time.
A year had passed. So fast. :(

♥Kayy

搖搖- 放棄你

我想我並不聰明 我沒有你的機靈
在愛情變質之前我沒反應 沒察覺你的表情
你知道我不聰明 所以才選擇放棄
放棄去猜你每一個反應 去猜你是否變心
放棄你 放棄愛情 放棄了所有權利
連自己 都知道這不公平
放棄你 放棄自己
放棄了愛的權利 放棄你 等於放棄我自己
你知道我不聰明 所以我選擇放棄
放棄去猜該如何留住你 放棄了所有回憶
放棄你 放棄愛情 放棄了所有權利
連自己 都知道這不公平
放棄你 放棄自己 放棄了愛的權利
放棄你 等於放棄我自己
放棄你放棄愛情 放棄了所有權利
連自己 都知道這不公平
放棄你放棄自己 放棄了愛的權利 放棄你等於放棄我自己
放棄你等於放棄我自己

♥Kayy

Boo!

♥Kayy

Rawrrrrrrr.
I wanna bite off people's head.

So many things came across my mind ytd.
Firstly,
I did not see or meet the clique ytd for break which made me kinda upset.
I realised I hasnt seen them for quite a few days since I skipped class on thursday.
Wed and Thurs module is killer. Usually no time for lunch.
So have to go pack back and eat.

And I saw HW on my way back.
And the usual feeling came back again. I dont know why but...
I miss him somehow.
but whatever...
Like the quote of 'the release' by timothy alvin.
when you let go of something/someone you love, dont expect to find them back.

And movie screening after school la.
thorns of love by FilmIG and The release by timothy alvin.
I think the screening sucks. I am not saying the movie sucks lah.
Just that the people who go for the movie screening sucks. 0.0
Okay. Maybe I cannot take criticism, or i felt unfair. :(

Cause thorns of love is our very first film we did.
And I know it is not good.
But the reality is just so harsh.
And the first thing I heard after the movie finish is... BORING.
Hais. I know this comment is nothing compared to the real critic.
But, thinking that we did this filming during the fasting month.
And my fellow member did not even drink or eat when filming under the bright bright sun and even though I am not fasting, but I did not eat too.
At the same time,I was so tired that I have to miss sending steve home. :(

And the worse words came from the advisor. -.-
He made us sound as if we worth nothing.
AND IT IS JUST SO NOT MOTIVATING!
All I can say is his method dont work on us.

And Aina have to delay her production,
so the next one will be mine or Eda.
But, I am so not motivated.
And my storyline is not strong enough.


Mr devil popped out suddenly.
He say' just give up and quit'

Miss Angel popped out too,
She say,'dont quit, you learn from mistake'

I always believe in mr devil.
But Miss angel convinced me somehow.
I encounter so many obstacles, and I never quit.
Why am I quitting now?

RAWR RAWR RAWR.
I am just ranting.
Dont care about me.

♥Kayy

My blog is dead. I know.
I am lazyyyyyyyy~ hahahas.

I have been back to Kpop again!
Cause my two loves is back!
U-Kiss came back last week, while 2PM is coming back this week. ^^
and Jay might be coming back!!

U-KISS new concept rocks!! :D
Especially when my baby dongho look more mature. He dont look fifteen!!
Their song Manmanhanni is niceeeeeeee. addictive.


2PM!! Or rather 1.59PM cause Jaybeom is no back yet.
But I hope the good new is true!! JYP wont cheat our feeling right?
Their songs is super nice! esp heartbeat!
the voice over are said by taecyeon nowwwwww.
I actually felt sad listening to their songs cause I miss Jay!!
JAYBEOM!!!!!!!!!! PLEASE PLEASE COME BACKKKKKKK~

♥Kayy

給我你的愛
詞：顏璽軒 曲:TANK 編曲：呂紹淳 演唱：TANK

等待　一點一滴　你對我感到安心感覺
　朋友關係　有了新的默契
便利商店裡　誰也買不到
我們最想要的東西　只握在　喜歡的人手上

給我你的愛　讓我陪著你去未來
給我你的愛　手拉著手　不放開
就算宇宙爆炸　海水都蒸發
只願你的記憶裡　有我的擁抱

我的　最大幸褔　是發現了我愛你
靈魂　有了意義　用每一天珍惜
便利商店裡　誰也買不到
我們最想要的東西　只握在　喜歡的人手上

給我你的愛　讓我陪著你去未來
給我你的愛　手拉著手　不放開
就算宇宙爆炸　海水都蒸發
只願你的記憶裡　有我的擁抱
雨和天空也有　相愛的可能
望著妳的微笑　情不自禁
給我你的愛　讓我陪著你去未來
給我你的愛　手拉著手　不放開
就算地球毀滅　來不及流淚
只願你的記憶裡　有我的擁抱

♥Kayy

Today was a wtf day.
Really... especially when I broke down again during Club:G again.

I am not angry but just sad.
This few days, I have been thinking about this matter a lots.
Talked to some of my friends about it.
Mostly tell me, choose one.

But, all I can say both Club:G and Film factory is equally important to me.
That why whatever I heard or see, I just keep it to myself
and walk out when i cant stand it anymore.
The moment I step out, my tears just cant stop flowing.
I really felt helpless at the moment.
Felt so out of place.

All I can say
The hate wont end if all this keep continue.
How long do the hate have to last?
I dont know.
I seriously hope things will get better.
Even it is almost impossible.

What have FF done to deserve all this?
Hais. I dont know.

No offence,
but since ff and Club:G is using the same room.
Why dont they have some basic respect for each other?
I dont know what FF had done in the past, but i know the FF now is different.
I doubt they would offence Club:G in any way and different IG have different rules dont they?
So why hold the past grudge and put it on the present FF?

HAIS.

♥Kayy

Wooos!
I am happy happy happy.

The day started stress and boring.
I actually woke up late despite setting two time for alarm.

Faci Larry wont be here for two weeks.
And came a boring faci.
Today's problem started confusing and then my two team mate went home,
And only left me, xiaohui and yihan.
Glad that we manage to finish everything, and the problem turns out quite manageable.
SMILE.

After school,
went home striaght despite the heavy rain.
Mrt-ed with daniel.

Daniel ask me a question which I had been questioning myself this few days too.
How long could we maintain this cycle of going break for the 2nd break?

Seriously, I hope as long as possible.
But will that really come true?
Even when I am from the different school from three of them?
DMA, CC is taking my time off 2nd break cause there are so many things to do.
2 hours for 2nd break is not even enough for me to do everything.
But I really really hope we could always be the same.

Maybe when I tell truth, everything will change.

My purpose of going home early is to try using my mobile broadband!
AND finally I can use internet at home without the big obstacle, KELVIN LAM.

♥Kayy

Back here to rant.
Hahas.

Had been quite relax for the past week.
At least, there isnt many things that I have to stress about.

And halloween is over,
Another event down.
What next? Not much actually.
Since I am not from the flame awards team.
So, I will be quite relaxed. Hahahahas.
Finally break.

But UT is coming.
And I dont know which date for which module.
I am kinda lazy to find out too.

Recently, many things got into me.
Kept bumping into people that I am sorry for.
I guess they hate me for being so selfish. :(
Everytime I see them, I felt like running away.
Because I am really sorry about what I did.
Hais. If only then, I had the courage to tell them instead of just running away from them.
Perhap, we are still friends.

Actually, I still kinda miss those times I hang out with one of them
But, hais... I lost such a good friend to have.
I was too much, and I took him for granted.
I could only blame myself if he really hates me.

♥Kayy