Raining cats and dogs outside.
I'm still sick and being cold.
I love rainy days, but i hate thunder.
Seriously, I got shocked so many times just now. hahas.

Yesterday, I appeared away and sleeping around 12 plus.
but, actually I didnt sleep at all.
I was lying on my bed doing nothing.
Not really doing nothing. I was thinking about someone.

Around 3am,
I still cant sleep.
So, I came online to watch bbt.
And I notice he actually reply my message already.
but, i didnt see him online. :(
I dont know.
I got a bad feeling about it.
After thinking through, maybe there are other reason lah. hahahahs.
*looking at the brightest side*
at least he replied me. :)

Anyways,
he change his picture liao.
VERY SHUAI! XP

I am wondering when will I actually have the chance to talk to him face to face bravely?
The feeling actually hurts more than Ng.

♥Kayy

I'm sick again.
Slept till 2plus, woken up by Melvin's call. 0.0
He told me he was at Fareast. hahas.

Anyways,
Happy Birthday to busy boy~ :D
Heard that he had been working hard this few days, even today.
Hope he have a happy 19th birthday today. :)

♥Kayy

Today in a very good and happy mood. :)

My brother introduced a new japanese drama for me to watch.
called mei chan no shitsuji.
currently now till episode six.
i think it is for people who cannot get enough of hanakimi japan actors.
LIKE ME! seriously japanese actors are all so so so CUTE. :D
and the lead actor is Mizushima Hiro!
You know who is Mizushima Hiro????? hahahas.
He is the one who acted Absolute Boyfriend(Zettai Kareshi) as Asamoto Soshi and Hanazakari no Kimitachi e as Senior Nanba Minami!!
LOLS.He always get to act super hot guy roles cause he is really hot!

And, after watching 6episode of mei chan no shitsuji!
I like the 2nd male lead Sato Takeru! :D
He is so cute!
&&& He looked like my maomao! or rather maomao looked like him.


Sato Takeru(:

Modi(:

they look somehow alike right??? hahahahas. (:
Sato Takeru and Modi both so cute!
going crazy again.

Anyways, im going to take back no more maomao in the blog which i wrote in my first post.
Maomao is the best lah! :D

And, what am i so happy about today is...
Someone finally onlined and talk to me. :P
Im so glad that he actually talk to me
and he is actually a nice guy i think!

Im high again. :P

lalalalalalas~

♥Kayy

As usual, slacking at home.

I got by a song in my playlist which suit my feeling.
靠近一點點 by Lara.(:



默默在你的身後守候的我
多想看你不經意的笑容
或許我的心你不懂
我會努力讓你感動
在你眼中有多麼笨拙的我
決不放棄追逐你的執著
只要你能再多些回應我
一個笑 或點頭 全接受
能不能再靠近一點點
大聲說出你所有感覺
別再緊緊關在 只有自己的世界
溫暖太陽為你迎接
能不能再靠近一點點
能不能再勇敢一點點
就算讓我知道
我永遠只是單戀
我也會藏著感謝
笑著和你說再見

kept listening to this song now.
got feel. hahas.
oh well, he wont come and see my blog la. (will he?)

♥Kayy

Went to town with Sheena yesterday.
Bought a plastic crown shape thing for BB's birthday which is quite expensive for being a plastic at Plaza Sing. im broke again.

After that went to Fareast for a purpose.
We actually walked pass that shop for 3 times!
And I still never see BB. ):
I think he never work bah, cause, I saw the another two guy.
I found out that I SUPER LOVE the black glass that reflect the shop siah.
Not need to look into the shop, look at reflection can check whether he working not.
WAHAHAS. (I sounded so biantai.=.=)

Walked around until 8plus and left for home.

When I reach home,
I saw a school diary that I used to write when Im Sec3.
And it is all about C-ric Ng.
So, I read every notes i wrote last time which got me thinking about past.
Although, waiting for him can be long but,
there are actually many beautiful memories behind it.

Like, movies with him and his friend. (was sabo-ed)
Walking behind him when entering school.
Seeing him playing soccer in school field.
Watching him playing snare drums during Cca open house.
And i remembered once he shocked me as he stood behind me to buy drink and being very sweaty after playing soccer.

If only, I made more moves and try to know him more. I think everything would be different, even being friends with him is fine.

But, now that I had moved on.
And after a year of agony,
I finally found someone who seems to be even more perfect than C-ric.
But, I think have to know him more lah. =.=

This time, I dont want to be just waiting.
I wanna know him more.
But, does he even know that?does he even care?

im left being depressed.

♥Kayy

Wakie around 2plus again.
I dreamt about so many thing/people ytd.
I dreamt about BB(Busyboy)
I dreamt about 5a2.
I dreamt about 2jie bbt guys.
I dreamt about ICE mostly.

I dreamt that Ice was going to perform a dances in school.
And Mrs Kumar very funny ask us why we nv prepare all the camera.
But before that Mr Farid say cannot use camera. LOL.
However, when Ice going to perform.
Mummy woke me up! -.-

Argh. I guess I just miss Ice so much already.
I see him online this days,
but, i dont know how to start a conversation with him. :(
I really wanna ask how is he in Belize? Fun? Got miss us not? hahas.

This few days, i hardly went to chat at woo(forum) with my little pandas.(Ice's tread).
But, I still go there every day to see what going on.
Whenever I start chatting there, I felt sad.
Cause, someone is not there anymore.
hais.

Anyways, I found out so many unknown people visiting my wretch blog this days.


Even 繩子(a bbt guy)came to my wretch.
i wonder how he anyhow link link link can link until my wretch.
And as seen in the picture,
except joanne, the rest i dont know liao. haha.
This is why my visitor per day is increasing.
Normally the most is 5 people per day because i never promote it.
Now, can reach until 50 people per day. LOL.

AND AND AND!
Ytd night, I appeared away.
I was actually drawing cartoon with the laptop.
I drew BB. Dont wanna show out yet.
Cause, i using that for his birthday card de.

After his birthday then I show bah. (:

♥Kayy

was so bored just now.
so went to train to put fake lashes.
& i succeed. yeah! :D


i also reorganise my msn friend list.
and i realise busy boy actually already in my msn list. LOL.
since when i accept him huh?

closed down 2a3&3a2group and open a group for busyboy and ice. :)


I'm HAPPYHAPPY! :)

♥Kayy

This few days had been thinking a lots.
Slept late too, cause i cannot sleep.
I lie on my bed from 12am, i will toss and turn until 4am.

His birthday coming soon.
What should I do?
I thinking of baking cake for him.
but, not again? I just bake cookies for him leh.

hais. still waiting for the busy boy lah.

busy boy, when will you ever be free?
nvm, im very patient.
patient girl wait for busy boy. wahahahas. (sound so -.-)

im really becoming pessmistic.
hais. cannot stop thinking until he react to me.

♥Kayy

anyways, i also got my enrollment package ytd when i open my mailbox.
Im EXCITED about school. hahahas.

Will be going on 1omarch to enroll for school with Ridzuan and Bridget. (:
Glad that they are still friends in the same poly as me.

But, I will be alone at STA. sad.

♥Kayy

KELLY IS HAPPYHAPPY! :)
moodswings fast~ hahahas.

Thanks Evonne! :D
I love love love you!

I just hope everything would turn up good.

♥Kayy

Yesterday, went out with Sheena to Bishan to enroll classes with her.
Thinking whenever I should retake Math and go classes or just retake and study myself.
I planning to retake English as well cause, a D7 for english is just not right. =.=

Then walk awhile at J8,
went to arcade too, played basketball.
Seriously, we really cannot play.
the stupid machine is too high and we have tip toe to throw the ball. hahahas.
also walk around j8 to find idea of someone's birthday.

then went home around 8plus,
when I reached home,
Mummy pissing me off again.
Seriously, if she got nothing to do, she will either go against me or my sister. =.=
AND I DONT SEE HER GOING AFTER MY BROTHER.
obviously biased.

she said something that made me super extremely pissed off.
Had been undergoing bad days and she is making it worse.

Got to chill. Dont let her spoil my mood although my mood is already very bad.

I think I need holidays. I want to go oversea.
I wanna go Taiwan although there is not much purpose there already.
But, Im too broke. -.-
Need a job first.

Lets think about something happy instead.
Yesterday, I ask Evonne to help me ask him (someone who you dont need to know) how the cookie?
& he said he added me in msn already and will tell me how the cookie.
BUT~ I never recieved any message to accept him on msn? HOWHOW?
did he add wrongly? *depressed*

♥Kayy

Mummy pissing me off again. LOL.
I just touch the comp for less than 5 minutes and she say she wanna use. =.=

Not in a great mood today,
some friends being emo, made me very emo too.
because ice went back to belize already.
(before you start saying i said No random stars in my blog,
Ice is not just a random star. He is someone very important. :) )

I guess everyone missing him badly.

& im getting impatient already.
Some knows why,
i dont know?
Perhap, i have been waiting meaninglessly this few day.
Maybe, he dont even planning to reply me.

What esle can I do? All I can do is wait.
But, I dont mind waiting. Cause, I think is so worth it.
hahahahahas.

♥Kayy

When I look at you - Roy Lesley

Everybody knows, everybody knows,
You're the kind of guy, kind of guy
That a girl like me goes for
Everywhere you go, everywhere you go
People want to know why you're alone
Hanging out on the dance floor
Ripped up jeans, tattoed sleves, so James Dean
But you got it cause you're so hot I could die
Cause when I look at you
I wanna get a room, I wanna get a room

Under all that cool I know you want it too I know you want it too
What's a girl gotta do to get you out of her mind
And into the groove?
Cause when I look at you I knew
I've been waiting all night, Waiting all night
For the right time, right sign,
Just so I can finally make a move,
Cheesy lines from the wrong guys,
Drinking cheap wine,
Waiting till the moment I could get to you
I walk over now, we're getting closer
I'm trembling, I see heaven in your eyes.

♥Kayy

Today at home again.
Woke up around 2plus. (I slept around 6am. 0.0)

Peiyi asked me to go css3 today to support Ridhwan. bah~
I didnt reply her as usual cause i dont wanna go.

Searching for blog song the whole day.
I wanna put up When i look at you by Roy Lesley.
But, i just cant find the whole song to put up. :(

I guess I shall just put up other songs of Roy Lesley then.

I found it! ;P

♥Kayy

NEW BLOG!

decided to create a brand new one cause my previous blog was a disaster.
no more maomao. (the previous blog is maomao madness.=.=)
no more idol chasing. ( also full of random stars?)

Kelly had changed for the better already.
So, this blog is a new chapter of Kelly's life after she turned 18.
(turned 18 a month ago?)

THING/PEOPLE TO LET GO AND MOVE ON:
1) Maodi. ( Will I? I doubt so.)
2) Bad Olevels results? (lmao. no point crying over spilled milk.)
3) C-ric Ng. ( Yes, I can and I did.)
4) Being a 宅女(someone who stays home all the time?). (I like going out already.)

THINGS/PEOPLE TO LOOK FORWARD:
1) School? (Posted to Republic Poly New Media. 2 more months. =.=)
2) New guy. :) (have a new guy in mind, but hais. )
3) Find a job. (Had been saying this since Olevels end. Im just too lazy to go find jobs myself. Intro anyone?)
4) LOTS OF SHOPPING (even im broke. ;P)

♥Kayy