Time to blog again.

Wednesday.
Went out with my Bowen friends to celebrate Wan's birthday.
Went to Vivo and watch movie, 'Fame'
After that we went to Marina square to have dinner.

During the outing,
I look tired and moodless.
But I am actually deep in thoughts.
I did think about CNWL. But not how much I miss him or what.
But, I am actually thinking to move on.
Maybe what Sheena say is right,
I will just have to put him somewhere in my loving memories.

Actually,
My empty heart is somehow filled by a little.
I am touched by someone.
I understand his feelings.
And I also know it is better to be love than to love.
I did have the urge to accept him.
But a second thought, I dont think I am ready for this.
I dont want to give him empty hopes.
I dont want to bring him up high and drop him down.
Cause I know the feeling sucks.

I dont know.
Somehow, I dont want to lose this friend.
Because, I have no faith in relationship anymore.
After seeing what my friends undergo,
it seems like nothing last forever.

Thursday.

Went to Compass point with Sheena and Gabe.
Ate at Pizza hut with them.
I am craving for pizza now. I should have ordered pizza instead.
Then waited for Wan at Mac.
When Wan came, we just sat in Mac aimlessly doing nothing, not talking much either.
Then we met up with Chris and Jackson and went into Compass Height.
So we just sat at the playground and talk again. (How bored!)
After a while, we took out the cake to celebrate wan birthday again.
It suppose to be a surprise but Chris spoiled it. ( Lazy to say how he did.)

After eating the cake, we went home.
AND I went home ALONE by 87, while the others took 159. (Rawr!)
I think I am dumb,
I should had took the Mrt to hougang instead since I alighted at hougang to take 62 or 113.
Nevermind.
The long bus trips is fine as long as there are 2AM songs. ^^

I am tired during the day as well.
I dont know why, I just get really tired the moment I go out. Hahas.
As well as still thinking about what I was thinking the previous day.

I want to sleep off my last few days of holidays.
But can I?

♥Kayy