Had a bad bad day today.
Since the starting of the day, I felt miserable.
Upset because of certain stuff.
But Daniel and EeLing cheered me up a little.

ClubG meeting is bad bad bad. hahahas.
But also good good good.
What am I saying? Hahahas.

I voiced out how stressful I am recently,
what actually happened between my team.
How grateful that Zaidi is always helping me.
Seriously, when Zaidi said he isnt coming for the meeting, I almost cried.
Because I know something real big is coming.
I told Zaidi in the morning, if he fall, I will fall too.

I hasnt cried for some times,
and I cried today.
I just felt so sad that I felt so lonely today and also I hasnt been a good incharge.
Even though they all told me, I have done well or I am a good in charge.
But I know myself.
I am not a good leader,
because, I cant communicate with my member well.
Or maybe I have been too lenient on them.
I dont know.

I was wondering why I am making myself so stress?
Why must be carry all the burden myself?

Rawr.
But now at least I know Club G people treats me well.
They do care about me. :)
Anyways, Thanks to those who ask me to cheer up and comfort me.
Sorry to make you all worried because I cried.
I am just not someone who can overcome stress well nor talk to someone about it.
I would just put everything in my heart until I cant take it anymore.
I am just not used to talk to people about my feelings. :(

♥Kayy