Currently in Club:G room.

Things arent doing well this few days.

First, seeing people who are I shouldnt be seeing.
Now I find myself being selfish.
When someone treat me well or like me, i would hope they dont.
But when they move on, I will start thinking of them.
This is how selfish I am. Hahahas.
Cause they have been given me attention that I hope I would have,
but when they dont give me the attention, I feel sad.
So weird.

Second,
my temper is bad this few days.
Just felt that so many people are making me angry.
Hahahahas.
Maybe the problem lies on me.
I dont know.

Whatever,
I should talk something esle.
I am glad that I had made some friends in the class.
There is also someone who loves bbt and kpop like me!!!!!!!!
Shiok-ness.

And I still get to lunch with my lovely dream team! hahahas.
I still feel the most comfortable with them.
I can be myself whenever I am with them.
Cause they always understand what I mean.
Whenever I say something wrong, they would know I dont mean it.
I am so glad that I know them. :)

And last thing.

I dont know.
whether I am too used to this kind of relationship with him,
Or I have actually fallen for him?

Even in the past, he or even me myself dont notice it.
I had been actually quite over protective of him
and also jealous whenever he is with other girls.

Now I dont get to see him as often as last time,
I would actually miss him alot.
And also my feeling of the day seems to be dependent on his mood of the day as well.

But even I do like him, I wont tell him.
Because I dont want things like this become a gap between us.
And we wont be as close as now if I really tell him.

What should I do?

♥Kayy