Monday
Woke up early in the morning to go back to Bowen.
I miss travelling to Bowen everyday.
Just a 10minutes trip from home.
Unlike to RP, It will take me 1hour30minutes to go from home.

The feeling is so different.
I dont feel belong anymore.
Or rather, I feel superior in Bowen. HAHA!

We talked to many teachers.
Mdm Lim, Mrs Cheng, Mr Khoo etc etc.
And the one I am most afraid of, Mr Tan. :X





After that went for lunch at Hougang Point
and watch Band Slam at J8.
Lepak awhile with Sheena, Terrence and Gabe.
AND HOME SWEET HOME! :D

Tuesday.
Woke up early again.
CLUBG MEETING!!!
Ethan said, I am stoning.
I am in bad mood today.
VERY BAD.
Ate at Subway after meeting.
AND HOME SWEET HOME AGAIN!

&
Someone noticed my MSN pm: To love or be loved.
This two phrase looked the same but have a totally different meaning.
Sometimes, both can be used together.
But, I guessed not for me.

Ethan sent me a speech by Adrian Tan about Life and how to survive it which I find it very meaningful and true. *nod head with agreement*

A part of the speech which answer my pm.

The other side of the coin is this: fall in love.

I didn't say 'be loved'. That requires too much compromise. If one changes one's looks, personality and values, one can be loved by anyone. Rather, I exhort you to love another human being. It may seem odd for me to tell you this. You may expect it to happen naturally, without deliberation.

That is false. Modern society is anti-love. We've taken a microscope to everyone to bring out their flaws and shortcomings. It far easier to find a
reason not to love someone, than otherwise. Rejection requires only one reason. Love requires complete acceptance. It is hard work - the only kind
of work that I find palatable.

Loving someone has great benefits. There is admiration, learning, attraction and something which, for the want of a better word, we call happiness. In loving someone, we become inspired to better ourselves in every way. We learn the truth worthlessness of material things. We celebrate being human. Loving is good for the soul.

Loving someone is therefore very important, and it is also important to choose the right person. Despite popular culture, love doesn't happen by
chance, at first sight, across a crowded dance floor. It grows slowly, sinking roots first before branching and blossoming. It is not a silly weed, but a mighty tree that weathers every storm.

You will find, that when you have someone to love, that the face is less important than the brain, and the body is less important than the heart. You will also find that it is no great tragedy if your love is not reciprocated. You are not doing it to be loved back. Its value is to inspire you.

Finally, you will find that there is no half-measure when it comes to loving someone. You either don't, or you do with every cell in your body, completely and utterly, without reservation or apology. It consumes you, and you are reborn, all the better for it.

Don't work. Avoid telling the truth. Be hated. Love someone.

♥Kayy