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Wednesday, September 23, 2009 3:13 AM



A heavy heart...

so...
As I thought he would be...
he is a sweet guy.

But not towards me... but someone esle.
I am envious of her. very.


I miss those times...

When I saw him and walked past him at corridoor...
I would look down and try not to see him.
But, I was hoping he would notice me.

I miss those times...

When I saw him walking toward to school backgate in the morning.
No matter how tired I am,
I will still walk quickly.
And I just want to walk behind him.

I miss those times...

When I make excuses to go out of Art class to spray my work,
just hope to see him playing soccer from far.

I miss those times...

When I look across to the next block during Chinese lesson,
just hope to see him sleeping in class.
And always wish to be band into the same chinese class as him.
But instead I got to be with his friends. -.-

And so many many many memories just flashed back suddenly.

I know that he belongs to someone else...
And why am I still holding on?
I don't want to.
But I just let go easily,
cause...
I waited for 4 years.


Kayy