Sometimes, I wonder...
What's wrong with having a dream?
Even a dream is a inrealistic one.

I always dream of going to Taiwan and study about media,
Able to work there is my dream too.
I am not into filming those long draggy drama,
But, I want to do variety shows.
Variety shows that make people laugh.

But, my dream is so difficult to be true.
Or even, it will never be true.


So, what for having a dream?

My feelings have been down recently...
very down...

I had been thinking how much I changed since I join RP.
Or it is I changed or I am just pretending to be someone I am not.

Where is the nonchalant and quiet Kelly?
I could no longer be calm like I used to be.

This Kelly is not me. (is it?)
I am not cheerful nor talkative.
I am not happy like how I appear to.
I already dont know how to express my true feelings.
I am just not me.
Or rather, I just want to fit in to everyone.

I want to find the old me back.

♥Kayy