Hasnt blogged for a few days...
My mood swings got worse,
I can be happy and high for this moment, the next moment I will be very quiet again.
These two days had been thinking about CNWL.

Yesterday, I was talking to Ridzuan about relationship stuff.
When I talked about him, I started to struggle more and my eyes get teary.
I just could not control sometimes.
I always told myself how I had wasted the 3 years, how not worth is he...
But, I still I did not regret it.

Today,
I went to Sheena house to slack and accompany her after my IG thing.
When I am going home, I had to take bus from CNWL's house nearby busstop.
Since last time, whenever I am at that bus stop, I will sure think of him.
Because I was too engrossed in thinking, I took the wrong bus and have to take 3 bus. Whenever I start thinking of him, I will forget about what happening in reality and cannot think well.

Hais. Why like that?
I really dont like this.
Why cant I just move on and forget about him?
How many years must I continue waiting? ARGH!

♥Kayy