I had not been expressing my true feelings today.
Act as if I am damn high and happy,
but actually I am very upset today.

as I was on the bus to school today while listening to my MP3.
I was thinking about him.
And the him is not BB.

I dont know wth I am thinking already.
and why I will still be thinking about him.
Do I still care about him and in my heart, he is always there.
If it is like that, the 4th years is coming soon.

Or,
I just felt that I waited for so long but, there is no outcome.
I hate this feeling of effort not being returned.

The whole day, I was having a feeling that I would cry anytime anywhere.
I am just holding back my tears this whole time.
AHHH!!!!


Like wtf.
What for I so upset for a guy like him?
I wont even get to see him ever again unless I very suay meet him again.
I just hope I wont meet him ever ever again laa.
HAIS.

♥Kayy