Had been listening to KAT-TUN songs the whole day.
as usual online for the whole day, but i going to offline early today after this post.

I have been making myself busy while searching for KAT-TUN stuff to watch and i watch their cartoon Kat-tun the whole day.
I am just making myself busy so I wont be thinking too much.
That was my reason for my idol craze again lately.
But, even trying to make myself busy, I still find myself looking at his wretch daily.
I felt silly. Just by looking at the his wretch web page will make me feel sad and felt like crying.
I dont know why too.
And when I think about him, i will feel sad too. hais.

My feeling getting uncontrollable. I dont like it.
hais.
The reasons I dont wanna go out is also that I know when I step out of my house, I will be tempted to go somewhere.

hais~

♥Kayy