Went to town with Sheena yesterday.
Bought a plastic crown shape thing for BB's birthday which is quite expensive for being a plastic at Plaza Sing. im broke again.

After that went to Fareast for a purpose.
We actually walked pass that shop for 3 times!
And I still never see BB. ):
I think he never work bah, cause, I saw the another two guy.
I found out that I SUPER LOVE the black glass that reflect the shop siah.
Not need to look into the shop, look at reflection can check whether he working not.
WAHAHAS. (I sounded so biantai.=.=)

Walked around until 8plus and left for home.

When I reach home,
I saw a school diary that I used to write when Im Sec3.
And it is all about C-ric Ng.
So, I read every notes i wrote last time which got me thinking about past.
Although, waiting for him can be long but,
there are actually many beautiful memories behind it.

Like, movies with him and his friend. (was sabo-ed)
Walking behind him when entering school.
Seeing him playing soccer in school field.
Watching him playing snare drums during Cca open house.
And i remembered once he shocked me as he stood behind me to buy drink and being very sweaty after playing soccer.

If only, I made more moves and try to know him more. I think everything would be different, even being friends with him is fine.

But, now that I had moved on.
And after a year of agony,
I finally found someone who seems to be even more perfect than C-ric.
But, I think have to know him more lah. =.=

This time, I dont want to be just waiting.
I wanna know him more.
But, does he even know that?does he even care?

im left being depressed.

♥Kayy