im going to revive this blog...
actually thought of creating a brand new one,but this blog has history!
so maybe i could just change the skin and url.

♥Kayy

changed link: idontwantyou.tumblr.com

♥Kayy

JUNG JINWOON IS COMING BACKKKK!
Omg omg! I cant wait. Old news though but his teaser made my heartbeat~
I almost cried when I see this teaser.
I know i know... i am over reacting.
BUT I REALLY MISS 2AM!
Esp JUNG JINWOON.

He's my most love in kpop luh. ^^

♥Kayy

In school now.
First day of school is dreadful.
Cause it started with entrepreneurship...
I finished my slides already so I am here blogging.

I am so so sleepy yyyyyyy.
Just went to view Ncore blog.
So many things I want~

This week would be a busy one.
Meetings,
RP open house from Thurs to Sat,
Gatherings.

Recently I watched WAHSBBT, I saw hei ren wore this tee.


It remind me of BEAST!


beast is loveeeeeeeeee esp Yoseob-ie(that blonde guy)! (:
I want that tee!

So many things I want from Ncore...
someone bring me to ncore to shop please.

♥Kayy

Happy New Year!

Just got home awhile ago,
and I am really really really tired.
I think I would fall asleep when I just close my eyes.

Yesterday,
I met up with Sheena @ Houg Mall
then go to Bugis with her to buy her school shoe.
And met Terrence, Gabe and WaiKiat later for STEAMBOAT~~~~~

Steamboat was AWESOMEEEEEEEEE!~

After that, we went to Marina to see the firework,
did not bother to take any pictures.
I shall just go steal Sheena pictures when she uploaded it. :P

Then we went back to Kovan Mac and lepak there.
Played UNO that I brought till the manager said we cant. -.-
@@^@&@&(^@*&@&_(#

We stayed till 5plus and ate breakfast there
and HSH. ^^

My Best New Year Gift:
FAMILY OUTING SEASON 2!
I cant imagine my life without Family Outing,
everyweek MUST watch no matter who the guest is. Hahas.

Being loved. ^^
It's a secret. Shh!!

I said I dont want new year resolution this year, cause I cant think of any. hahas.
But I thought of some.

1)STOP being confused.
2)Dont skip school just because I am lazy.
3)Save money and work for Taiwan trip.
4)Stress Management.
5)KPOP & MODI IS LOVE. (Can this be part of my resolution?)

Hahas. Just some lah. I cant think of anything esle cause I am too SLEEPYYYYYYY~
OKAY! I GOT TO SLEEP!
Nighttttttttt/Morningggggggg!

♥Kayy

This video made me cry...
A performance of Hankyung singing Bei Pan.

I wonder how is Hankyung now.
Recently so many Suju performances, but all without him.
Felt so empty, so different.
Hankyung suppose to be at the front at the SORRY SORRY part. :(

T-T

♥Kayy

today is special, no jinwoon.
But Kibum and Alexander! :)
Cause yesterday was kibum birthday! :)
Happy belated birthday!

YEAR 2009 is going to be over!
1 more day to 2010.
I going to summarize 2009 today cause, i will probably be busy tmr.

Year 2009 was quite a good year for me,
and is a fast year.
Earlier this year,
I got my Olevels results which I did badly but still able to pass to go Poly.
I got into Republic Polytechnic and know AWESOME people who change me alot.

I got into E36P for my first sem!
E36P is <3 They are the most AWESOME people I knew from RP.
I think remember how I got to know them clearly.
Niamniam and Eeling was from my first team in RP.
It was math that day. And I hate math.
And niamniam was my 1st friend in RP, because of this tools call MSN. ^^
I remember we were gossiping about our classmate. :P
For Eeling, I thought she was amazing lah. hahahas!
She is very hardworking and I dont like hardworking people,
but for some reason, I still think she is amazing!!
She is very nice and caring! <3
Daniel leh! He is the Mr. softhearted. :P
If I never forget wrongly, I talked to him because of Sexy Diamond.
It was on his msn nick luh.
And I told him when I just knew him,
He can be good friend with Jason. AND IT BECAME TRUE! :D
And why I say he is soft-hearted leh.
Because he is too niceeeee.
He always jokes around, but I know he dont mean it. ^^
Daniel is a good guy even he looks like bad boy.

I am so glad that I get know them ♥
And I miss those times I get to go lunch with them every single day,
team up with them so, i can slack. :X

Also, in RP, I joined 2 IG.
Club:G and Flim Factory.
The two IG that are totally cannot be put together.
I dont know how I managed too.
I did have moments that I wanna give up on both,
but I realized probably there is a reason why I stayed at both.
I hope both IG would forget the hate, and move on as cingu.
I know I alone wont make a difference, but I dont mind being the middle person.
At least, I can be the partition between both IG and minimise the conflict.

Cause I know both Club:G and FF members are nice people.
Both are like family to me ♥

In Club:G,
to be frank, I dont think I can design well,
the reason why I am doing the design work is
because at the start,I was better in Photoshop than others.
But, now everyone learn Photoshop in their modules already.
So I am just like the others.
There are times I broke down in Club:G because of various reasons like stress.
And I am thankful for people like Edwin, Roxaz,Chris, Ani etc for offering to help.
Even though, i dont really ask them for help at last but I am really touched by their actions, they make me motivated.

In Flim Factory,
I call Huz as my hero, so what do you think?
I am really thankful for him to help me out in my school work and treat me really well. (At least he wont make fun of me like how he make fun of Aina and Ida.)
I dont know how would it be like if he step down.

Enough of RP.
In Year 2009,
I think I got closer to some of my Bowen friends like Sheena, Terrence, Ridzuan, Gabe.

Honestly,
I did not really think that we would go out often together after we graduate from Bowen cause I thought everyone would be busy in doing their own stuff, made new friends and so on.

And Ridzuan and Gabe are like POP OUT from Nowhere. :P
For Terrence and Sheena, they are really my bestie in my sec school.

But Ridzuan is like, even though we are classmate in sec5, but we only got closer this year because we got in RP together and his first sem class is like opposite of mine and we are in the same ig. The funny part is, he joined FF because I wanna join so he joined for fun and he is going to be VP soon!

AND lastly 2009 is a dreadful and confused love year.
I finally got to know that the perfect guy I thought he was for 4 years isnt actually the perfect guy I thought.
RAWR. But it also made me realised there is no use waiting.
So he shifted out of my heart.

But somehow I couldnt find someone who are able to replace him in my heart.
I couldnt find someone who can make me have the same feelings as I have for him.
The feeling that I can only see him, no one but him.

But, nevermind. I dont really care about relationship now.
I just wanna study hard and enjoy my single life. ^^
and I can just go love jinwoon.
Cause at least he wont break my heart.


Jinwoon ♥
I still cant resist to put one gif of him. :P

I am looking forward to 2010!
cause i would have a busy start for 2010. ^^
And my birthday is coming soon.


HAPPY ADVANCE NEW YEAR YO! :)

♥Kayy