Today was a wtf day.
Really... especially when I broke down again during Club:G again.

I am not angry but just sad.
This few days, I have been thinking about this matter a lots.
Talked to some of my friends about it.
Mostly tell me, choose one.

But, all I can say both Club:G and Film factory is equally important to me.
That why whatever I heard or see, I just keep it to myself
and walk out when i cant stand it anymore.
The moment I step out, my tears just cant stop flowing.
I really felt helpless at the moment.
Felt so out of place.

All I can say
The hate wont end if all this keep continue.
How long do the hate have to last?
I dont know.
I seriously hope things will get better.
Even it is almost impossible.

What have FF done to deserve all this?
Hais. I dont know.

No offence,
but since ff and Club:G is using the same room.
Why dont they have some basic respect for each other?
I dont know what FF had done in the past, but i know the FF now is different.
I doubt they would offence Club:G in any way and different IG have different rules dont they?
So why hold the past grudge and put it on the present FF?

HAIS.

♥Kayy

Wooos!
I am happy happy happy.

The day started stress and boring.
I actually woke up late despite setting two time for alarm.

Faci Larry wont be here for two weeks.
And came a boring faci.
Today's problem started confusing and then my two team mate went home,
And only left me, xiaohui and yihan.
Glad that we manage to finish everything, and the problem turns out quite manageable.
SMILE.

After school,
went home striaght despite the heavy rain.
Mrt-ed with daniel.

Daniel ask me a question which I had been questioning myself this few days too.
How long could we maintain this cycle of going break for the 2nd break?

Seriously, I hope as long as possible.
But will that really come true?
Even when I am from the different school from three of them?
DMA, CC is taking my time off 2nd break cause there are so many things to do.
2 hours for 2nd break is not even enough for me to do everything.
But I really really hope we could always be the same.

Maybe when I tell truth, everything will change.

My purpose of going home early is to try using my mobile broadband!
AND finally I can use internet at home without the big obstacle, KELVIN LAM.

♥Kayy

Back here to rant.
Hahas.

Had been quite relax for the past week.
At least, there isnt many things that I have to stress about.

And halloween is over,
Another event down.
What next? Not much actually.
Since I am not from the flame awards team.
So, I will be quite relaxed. Hahahahas.
Finally break.

But UT is coming.
And I dont know which date for which module.
I am kinda lazy to find out too.

Recently, many things got into me.
Kept bumping into people that I am sorry for.
I guess they hate me for being so selfish. :(
Everytime I see them, I felt like running away.
Because I am really sorry about what I did.
Hais. If only then, I had the courage to tell them instead of just running away from them.
Perhap, we are still friends.

Actually, I still kinda miss those times I hang out with one of them
But, hais... I lost such a good friend to have.
I was too much, and I took him for granted.
I could only blame myself if he really hates me.

♥Kayy

Back from the 2nd break.
Ah... I am bored.
But, I am in good mood. :)

我覺得我好幸福.
雖然一切過的像火車經過的一樣快.
可是我還是好快樂.
就算是很小很小的一個事情.
我就很滿足.

♥Kayy

Life is such a bitch.

♥Kayy

After the bad bad new day,

Okay. Not really bad.
But also kinda bad.
What am I talking about?

The result is I got in.
I am glad that Zaidi got in too.
But sad because some of the fun people did not manage to get through.
I will miss them luh.

Mixed feeling. :/

♥Kayy

Argh.
Wtf is the feeling I am having now.

Waiting outside ClubG room for the interview.
I seriously hate interview.
Rawrrrrr~

♥Kayy